This is what happens

When I try to make up a song at midnight after traveling more than 300 km.

It doesn’t have a permanent title, but if I had to give it one, it would be “Shame and Calling” because I used those words in the song. Pretty shallow, am I right?

Toshimitsu p2

I sit right in my corner while thinking of the day

When you came around so you could just steal my heart away

Been put to shame since you left; now I’m a shell of who I am

And I can’t figure out why…

 

I take a look at you but you don’t look back

My feelings turn down and it fades to black

I can’t understand myself or why I do this

All I know is that my shots…

Are always gonna miss

 

Please end it now and ease my pain

After all in the end what’s left to gain?

What a shame, oh

What a shame

When you’re gone from my world…

I’ll call out your name

 

You see I’m in a good mood when you walk my way

But you don’t look the same I have to say

I miss that face so much that it hurts

But now I know that I’m running out of words

 

I swear that I’ll find something else to do

I won’t be stuck here thinking only about you

Cause it’s a waste of time

Just a waste of my time

 

Please end it now and ease my pain

After all in the end what’s left to gain?

What a shame, oh

What a shame

When you’re gone from my world…

I’ll call out your name

 

-Insert really long and emotional instrumental here-

 

I’ll end it now and ease my pain

After all in the end only thoughts remain

Not such a shame, oh

Not such a shame

Now you’re gone from my world…

I’m calling out your name